Another One Like Me

Borrowed from a friend, without permission, without citation. Because it rang true.

Her lifestlye is exiting and interesting to me.

But thats not what im really attracted to

Im attracted to her physically as well as her personality.

She is beautiful in my eyes. She doesn't think she is but thats BS.

Shes very kind, intelligent, fun, weird.

Even though she's miserable she emits this aura of positive energy thats just intoxicating. Even for someone like me who feels like crap most of the time, just being around her makes me and other people happy

she's also very good at making people smile

I know this sounds bad but Im also attracted to people who are damaged and have suffered in their life. I feel this way because I have been there and it makes me incredibly sad to see people like that. I want to help her.

i feel that two people who suffer can help one another

to cope with and surpass their misery

Sadly, I have been brick walled in my desire to be with her. Holding on to these feelings now would be caustic to my health.

So now I have nothing but a broken heart

and still have a desire to be loved