And on the last day...

I am in love with you, and I don't regret it. I have fallen below my own standards to present myself to you, but nonetheless I can love you from afar. As I review the past months, I see into memories, I see how far we've come. It's a journey you've taken many times, with many people, but this was my first adventure of this kind. I have had to warp my brain in many strange ways, and I wouldn't have tried half so hard were it not for you. So thank you. Even if nothing comes of this, it was a fun adventure. I feel that I grew as a person, not just in knowledge base but in acceptance of the strangeness of our human constructs. And that, as paranoid as I am, there's still a lot we can get away with. I think I needed to know that.